I ask this question to me several times. Where am I going..??? What am I doing...??? Why is there so much uncertainity in my life....??? I have several times tried to analyse these situations very deeply but then I find myself lost in a dungeon with no way out......!!!
Many of you might think why am I always writing hard hearted stuffs in my blog. All my writings and scribblings here exude a certain amount of repent in them as if I have always been a loser!!! But the truth is neither am I really feeling the pains of whatever happened to me nor do I write to gain sympathy from any quarters. Its just that writing comes to me whenever I am sad....let off.......pulled down.......or precisely IN A BAD MOOD!!!
I am not amongst those who believe in venting out their anger on someone else. Nor do I like to share my sorrows with anyone...a reason somewhat maybe because I have never found the right person to do so. The only way I can let go the heaviness in my mind is by writing......by trying to give shape to my thoughts in form of articles.It seems the best in me comes out when events turn tragic in and around me...........!!!
Many of you might think why am I always writing hard hearted stuffs in my blog. All my writings and scribblings here exude a certain amount of repent in them as if I have always been a loser!!! But the truth is neither am I really feeling the pains of whatever happened to me nor do I write to gain sympathy from any quarters. Its just that writing comes to me whenever I am sad....let off.......pulled down.......or precisely IN A BAD MOOD!!!
I am not amongst those who believe in venting out their anger on someone else. Nor do I like to share my sorrows with anyone...a reason somewhat maybe because I have never found the right person to do so. The only way I can let go the heaviness in my mind is by writing......by trying to give shape to my thoughts in form of articles.It seems the best in me comes out when events turn tragic in and around me...........!!!
7 comments:
hmmmm......you sound like someone with a bad bad grouse.....and also maybe you need some serious shaking up.....however for that you have to come back to your hometown to get the kick-ass that you deserve......Get out of this serious sombre mood man, you are in a city that you wanted to be in, you have friends around you, family loves you, great job, great ok....ummmm----great physique....what more do you need.....
@ anuradha.......hehehe i agree with u still as i said whn i feel down n out my sins come back to ahunt me....its the time these lines come up from within :-)
why do u seem so down n out buddy!!! it seems u had or having lots of pain......can feel it all thruout....aqual
@shivashish......well first u have quite a unique name pal.....well more than pain its the repent of losing oppurtunities. As I have written the writer in me emerges only when I am sad......
HI,I HAVE READ FEW OF YOUR BLOGS....YOUR WRITINGS SEEM TO BE REALLY MODEST AND HONEST.VERY FEW PEOPLE SEEM TO HAVE THE GUTS TO EXPRESS THEIR TRUE FEELINGS N ALL YOUR WRITINGS SHOW THAT WITHIN U THERE IS A MAN WHO IS CARING,SIMPLE AND YET INTERESTING........AND INTELLECTUAL TOO....KEEP IT UP!!AND NEVER FEEL LOW DEAR AS EVERY PHASE IN LIFE HAS TO BE OVERCOME....SO JUST CHILL......
@sanchi: thnxx for the encouragement n compliment ;-)
Amborish .......Now where r u.....?
Santosh
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